From: Moandabl~ol.com Date: Thu, 16 Sep 1999 22:36:49 EDT Subject: Re: another great moment of self discovery... long but worth it
Hello fellow listers... I thought I would pass along, with his permission, an email from my friend Ed in Pennysylvania, a lurker on Harp-L from time to time and now a true harp player.... What follows is self explanatory:
Well, Sunday has come and gone. It went really well!! I played on 2 songs. This Train and Celestial Shore. I had done these many times in the past with parts that I had originally made up. However, the songs were sounding tired to me. I was tired of them and knew that they needed improved upon. I could have done them in the usual way and all would be fine to the listeners. But, my insides just wouldn't do that. I messed with them and came up with fresh/refreshing ideas. (even improved on the train effect, a break through) This Train went well; it's a song that always gets them. One of those guaranteed hits with the audience. I was having trouble with Celestial Shore right up to show time. I was getting freaked. I just kept blocking. (players block?) I couldn't even fall back on my usual way of playing it. That was tied up in a knot too. Fortunately I had some parts of it down solid. I was sure of 2 parts only. I figured that I'd lay that down and hope something would happen that worked. I got to the church an hour earlier than everybody else. I sat in the car and just kept struggling with Celestial Shore. I put the harp down and had prayer. God new my troubles. I asked Him for help because I was STUCK!! We all get to church early and go through the songs once. Something happens. Celestial Shore came off great!! I'm thinking, if I can only duplicate that when the service begins!! Here I am, fingers cold as ice. Panic all over me. Trying to act like I'm in control of myself. The people file in and take their seats. The guitarist goes through the intro. The bass, drums and keyboard join in. The vocalist starts singing. She a 20ish girl who sings like a bird. This girl has some pipes. Beautiful voice. I'm doing my thing with chords and then horn lines with octaves(simple but effective) Sounds right. Now here goes(panic). Here comes my solo,,,, sweating bullets. I hug the mike and pour all I'm worth through the harp, following the chord changes just right. Climbing up to higher notes. Tongue-blocking to the left and playing single notes on the right(as usual) Slide into a pucker. Switch to a U tongue for holes 8 & 9 bends. Reverse every thing going back down to the low end. Fantastic!! Nailed it!! The singer is inspired, she belting it out with emotion and inflections. Thiiiis is gorgeous!!. Then all of a sudden, it REALLY HAPPENED!! The harp just started playing itself. Weaving in, out , around , and under this beautiful voice. Playing runs that I had never played befor. (stuff that I could hear in my head but could never make happen ) This was an incredible happening!! The song is over. The audience is clapping and energized. Our leader is grinning. I walked over to the side and sat in a pew and simply thanked God. It was God that let that happen. I have only had a few times in my life when I could feel the absolute presence of God and this was one of them. Ed
:) Steve "Moandabluz" Webb one of many fools for the harp